the unsual

i remembered the day that you chose me for good

but, things are not the same anymore now

i could never be a good thing that happened in your life

all the heartbreak and all the broken promises proved us so well 

i was the only person that always made things harder and complicated

for not cooperating, for not doing the simple things

but i also feel curious about myself for not behaving in a good way

i am such a burden, to you, to all

for not having a perfect attitude or character that could please you

for not having a perfect life and such 

that made you put yourself in confusion for having me in your life

i am losing you day by day,

and i realised i was the one who led us to break our promises on staying,

for putting us in the hardship

i dont know, i have lost my mind to even think well

i hope i could turn back time

but i know its just a dream